Hey my sweet daughter, You have been gone over a month now. I am not doing very well. I talk to you a lot...do you hear me? Do you listen? I was searching for a picture, can't remember which one or why I was searching, but there you popped up. Was at the family get-together last summer. You were looking at me with that expression, really mother?, when I took the picture. I wanted to reach in my camera and pull you out. Ness has been through the mill with you leaving and her doing everything...hated my health then, as I could not really help. Those 63 steps up to reach your apt. did me in. Especially the next day. I yearn to know what you are doing and who you met in heaven.....what's it like seeing family again...like your dad. I hope you are happy and glad you are there.....but I wish you were here...you never liked hugs much, but I would grab you so quick and give you the hardest hug if I could. I love you Nin....and I miss you so much !!!!